HAVE YOU EVER LOOSE SOMEBODY?

Well everybody.... hello again....
After two days break errr three days (i've absent for one days without any valid reason)...i've come back to make your days miserable and pathethic again as well as my life..
So just as i thought, nothing much change in this damn office....
Back to our topic....have you ever loose somebody? yes or no? do you love him or her? well, its seem difficult to get rid of remembering him or her right?

Well this is a true story that happen to me...
On a first day when i'm entering the UiTM.... i feel that oh my god...my life are going to end up here..on this jerky place with jerky people...the first impression i guess... oh you might asking why did i entered this place if i did not like it? Actually my mother had forced me and the UiTM's badges are quite pretty plus the fees are quite cheap... thats make me love UiTM now...

On the.... what we call that huh... oh lonely week...(May6, 2003-May12, 2003) i've met several people that have been placed at The Faculty of Communication & Media Studies just like me..... and the first person that i know has choose the same majoring with me (Public Relations) is Azizul Rahman.... one of my future classmate....at the moment..

Well..it just an uncomfort meeting i guess, because we don't really know each other well and we are not willing to change the first meeting with a strengthen relationship..... maybe because of lack of communication..... hahaha..what a fool..a communication's student have a communication crisis....

After....three weeks...we have been placed in the same class and what a funny...in a same dorm in Perindu hostel.... but we manage to develop something from the situations... maybe both of us was equally naughty... both of us were smokers and we have to depend on each others to get sponsor of cigar...

We use to feet to go to lecture class because first year student who placed in a hostel are not allowed to bring any vehicle (what a fool idea).... and we had been given a computerize task by our lecturer.... can you imagine... none of our roomate have a computer....oh my god, this are driving me crazy....

Ater think and rethink for several times.... Azizul and i decided to go to Section 2 in Shah Alam and get a PC from cybercafe out there... Together with us is Afdah... a Sabahan friend... While we finishing that rubbish task...the clock keep circling until 12.15 o'clock.. We decided to back to the campus but the side gate (near the UiTM hotel) has been locked...... huh..it's bad...

We manage to climb the fence and sadly had been caught by Pak Guard....huh..... i've really scared and afraid to think what the hell they are going to do with me... are they gonna sack me.... my mother gonna kill me if i was rejected by this gigantic University... luckily nothing happen and they just warn us...

Day by day has passed and we have live at the Perindu hostel peacefully..... but Azizul keep telling me that he can't catch up the syllabus... he really has no spirit to learn because of the bilingual..that's what he told me and my opnion is "Ah budak nie mesti tak boleh kekal lame punyer kat sini"... the favourite phrase that Azizul oftenly use is "Ah udah...masak aku" it's quite funny for me...but that make him very special in my heart.... another speciality of Azizul is he's very good in playing guitar....just tell him the song and you will get a positive feedback from him...

When we were in Part 2 (Nov 2003/Apr 2004), we moved to another hostel that is Meranti... The location is in Sec 2, Shah Alam.... and again i got room that have to share with Azizul.... but this time i was very please to stay with Azizul... what a great moment... and i manage to know him more deeper.... one thing that make me really love Azizul is he wasn't a stingy person...and we keep through the Part 2 in good circumstances...he keep asking me to help and i really pleased to do so....

In Part 3 (June 2004/Nov 2004) i've moved to my sister house in USJ and Azizul have rent a house in Sec 17 with other friends... i've always visit them and hear a guitar plucking from my friend Azizul.... actually there's a lot of happy and sad moment there...

In Part 4 ( Nov 2004/Apr 2005), the sec 17's friends have moved back to hostel and this time they got Jati hostel, opposite the Meranti... I always go there and visit my friends there... Eventhough Azizul has got his own room... he still staying at Budi's room and loitering there...huh...and you know something? Azizul has addicted with the community web called Friendster... he keep asking mw to join but i refuse because i don't know how to explore the particular web...

On the single week semester break, i've go to visit Enn, my friend at Tanjung Malim.... on a third day or fourth day...i don't really remember... about 8.00 a.m,... i've received a message from Mizi, one of our friend that state Azizul Rahman Mhd Isa has passed away because of road accident... i've in a shock....for quite a long time...is that true? i had called Budi to confirm that news and guess what Budi's know nothing.... i manage to send a few friends a message to tell the news.....

Know ...a few months after the sad incident, i've join the Friendster community web with FairooL as a nickname to continue the Allahyarham Azizul's journey there.....

Al-Fatihah....
In Loving Memory of Azizul Rahman Mhd Isa (1983-2005)