Me and My Pathetic Life...

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Peace upon everyone....
Well i hope that phrases sounds good to everyone. Yeah..Just another sad story from me.. :-(

It's a normal things for everyone to desire a happy life cause every single of us don't deserve any miserable things to rush our day. But I've wonder why every single of my day just keep rushing by the undesire things.

Its like in hell when you suddenly have to face a bad thing when you're in a good mood to start your day. Today I feel that its a big big mistake when I decide to do my internship at Alor Setar. This damn town has thrown me in a very deep problem that I could never imagine...

Gosh...its sound silly when you have to seat in a place that does'nt brings you any benefits...You need to be worry about they gonna sack you out and conclute a bad result on you...

Hushhh...everyday you need to take a long long ride to go there without ant money in your pocket and keep asking about "how I'm going to have a lunch meal today?" and the perfect answer that you've get to answer all that silly questions is take a deep breath and just run your day as usual.....isn't that sad and silly...

A few years ago...being in my hometown is a pleasure for because i don't have to worry about headache or something like that..but now...this fucking headache are like my new friend. Everyday I have to think about work without any payment..haha..... Sounds like I've kill myself.

Now, none of things would make me feel better...everything that rushing here just driving me crazy...
Thats right....now I'm going to remind every single of you who are battle their examinations to enter the unversity gate...."be a university's student is quite horror....but be in practical session without payment is like you have to build a pyramid to pharoah...well, you may think that i'm implying you too far away..but this is a truth...it happen to me...

To be honest, sometimes i cried when i'm thinking about my fucking fate....and as usual money is the main thing to change this miserable life....I'm not sure whether you suffer from this problem or not but for mr Yesss....it's a major problem for me and for everyone i guesss... The phrase "money is not everything just suit for wealthy people only....but just asking who didn't interested into money?

At my chilhood, I just keep thanking because I think that I'm one of the lucky person in this world... Nuts My ass.....Lastly I realize that this world is bigger than a ball....many other things that I need to run my life...and I'm not so lucky as I thought...Its so sad when you lastly awake from your sweet dreams and lastly jump into deep muddy hole.....

I guess i better stop here because i want to continue crying my fate and hope that god still loving me... Ok then...hope your luck is better than me today....

Au revoir..

Adusss....Kena Sedas.....

Hello sume, hadoi....
Kalo korang sume nak tahu aku dah kena marah hari tu pasal tak datang keja....
Siot betul...tapi ape nak buat sebabnye salah aku jugak.....
Mentang-mentang le dapat cuti untuk gi register.....terus aku mencutikan diri aku selama seminggu..
Hahaha.....kan dah kena marah.... padan muka aku.....

Terus-terang le aku citer kat korang sume...aku sebenornye maleh nak datang praktikal niee...
Yelah belanje nak kena kuar...tapi duit masyuk hampeh.... itu le pasal...
Kalo mak aku tak gerak je daripada tido....memang aku gi kerja naik katil terbang le jawabnye (tido le tuhh)
Tak tahu le camner orang lain bole....tapi aku memang sah termaktub....tak boleh...

Ni le satu isu yang aku nak utarakan pada korang sume.....kenapa gomen tak nak kasik allowance pada bebudak yang gi buat practical kat tempat diaorang....Takde motivasi langsung nak pegi.....
Memang le alasan nak belajar...tapi saper la yang suke belajar..cube korang bagitau aku.... kalau belajar yang mende-mende yang negatif tuhh, memang ramai le yang suke....

Sebenornye, takde sape pun yang suke memeningkan kepala diaorang dengan masalah orang lain....
Cube pikir, korang nak ke pegi serabutkan medula oblongata korang dengan masalah kompeni yang takde bagi faedah pun kat korang........

Nasib baik le makcik - makcik kat ofis selalu belanja aju makan...kalau tak...huh...memang aku malas ne nak datang merapu kat ofis nih......
Oleh itu, aku mencadangkan yang kerajaan patut bayar allowance pada student yang practical ngan diaorang....
Eh...., kitaorang belajar bukan free tau... yuran nak kena bayor....dapat lak loan ajer dari PTPTN.....itu pun kena bayar bunga atau bahasa yang paling tepat kena bayar riba.....kos pengurusan konon.....

Tolong le paham.....ngapa le susah sangat nak memahami kehidupan orang susah yang macam aku nih....
Hmmmm.....maleh aku nak membebel panjang-panjang benda nihhhh.....
harap - harap nasib berubah le lepaih ni fuh.....amin....
Gua chow dulu beb.....